The Smiling Baby

Just wanna share this cute story with you guys,, hmmm
Ok let me start by saying that i really do LOVE "babies and kids"..............

Ok here it goes last Friday "October 10, 2008" around 8:00 pm, i was riding on my way home when suddenly this couple carrying a cute "baby boy" also ride in the same van im in,
"Wahhhhhhhhaaa ang cute nung Baby" that was my first impression; the van is like a two seater type just like Jeepney style wherein the passengers are facing upfront with each other,,

Syempre katapat ko cila and the baby was exactly on my opposite seat, hays cute nia talaga
hmmm just to give you a brief description about the baby " he is maputi , red lips , chinky eyed and with a wavy hair" whahahhahaa parang ako nung bata pa, "(Hindi ako nagbubuhat ng Bangko!!) aheemmmm,, anyways back to my story...

So eto na nga , the baby boy was sipping "ZAGU" which made him look cutier, kung nabibili lang sana ung mga ganito ka cute na baby eh bumili na ako ng isang truck, wahahhah

Apparently i wasn't aware that this baby boy has a cough but indeed his parent's still allows him to sip that cold Shake,

Nung malapit na ako bumaba ,the baby insisted that he wanted to stand "ayun eh di walang nagawa ung mommy nia" so she let her Baby stand, Now here is where the Odd but very cute story starts,,

I noticed that the baby was looking at me attentively as if He knew me,,"Weirdo" and
this Cutie Pie Baby boy was not yet contented, he even pull off one of his shoes, anak ng tokwa madiskarte and just as i thought he wanted to reach my toes so he used his shoe to get near to to me, whahahahhaha kakatawa tlaga, If he thinks he is successfull to get my attention well He is,,then i handed his shoes to his mom, you know what happened next??? he Smiled to me.. for a baby whose age is around i think 9 months to a year, thats a pretty Odd but very pleasant gesture that they could give to a total stranger like me,

ganito nga pala ung smile nia,Take note this is not tha actual baby that i was telling

After that he was already sitting on Her mothers lap. Ganun pa din he was looking at me attentively and constantly smiling at me whenever i look at him back.. Weird talaga ng pakiramdam at the same time it had given me a goose bumps kasi naman parang adik ung baby. Pero somehow it reminded me of how this little baby whose very young , innocent ang cute has just given me his Smile,, nakakatuwang isipin pero di ko alam kung bakit ganun ung gesture nung baby na yun, seruiusly i wanna think that very moment that im his angel (Naksssss Filingero) but seriously nakakagaan sa puso ung tipong isang ngiti lang mula sa mga taong hindi mo inaakala na mag bibigay sayo.....

HeavenSent

Oh, 22 views on my Friendster, hmmm kinda weird,,, the last time i checked it was only 15 so there's 7 peeps who had view my account, hmmm let me check,, wow it seems that my College friends had missed Me and they took time to look at my F.S (friendster) account ^_^. But wait.
Oh no , she also visited my account, her name? uhmmmm i wonder how she was.. i wonder if she still thinks Of Me, Sheila Martin is her name... suddenly the memory came rushing through 2/12 years Back in time....


2 1/2 years Ago:

I love you but i can't take this anymore, you fooled me not only once, my parents doest like her and so is her parents, we broke the day before our college graduation. At first i can not feel any pain, i thought that maybe i don't love her that much, i didn't even cry, i was so proud of my self after graduation coz i didn't spare any tears and even a single thought for her.

But you know what i realized after 2 1/2 years? i just find myself writing my very own First blog Thinking of Her, Asking a lot of questions and throwing tons of "What Ifs", I'm the Looser on this Battle, i thought i already moved On, But until Now I'm the same Person she Left 2 1/2 Years ago...........



the Very First Poem i created For her:

Pain and sorrow, heartache that overflow
Times i wanted to give up, sick and tired from all those bad luck;
keep on believing that love is for real
but the wounds is so deep its hard to heal;

Days passed by at blink of an eye
still searching and asking WHY?;
God is good, God is great,
saying that i should hold tighter to my faith;

Answered prayer came one day
still confused cant deny dismay;
Is she or isn't she not
Cracking my head and makes me nuts;
Blessing that Ive had receive
miracle that i couldn't believe;

Sheila was her name,
Tall and pretty, worth for fame;
An Angel who lifts me up on the wings of Love
Showed me that i can reach the sky above;
I thought Life isn't fair
learned my lesson that everyone has a pair;
Thanking you for stepping into my Life
and You are the reason why i survive;

Sheila my Life and my Soul
You're Love is the music that makes me whole;
I hope that we last and never fall apart;
But if you can't stay forever and returned to me never
I'll let you fly even if it means saying Goodbye
Hoping someday you'll be back to the little boy you've
Once Loved.....



Is It really true that "the reason why we are suffering is not because the love is ended, but because it still continues even after love is Totally over"